fuckin ex boyfriend is just trying to make an excuse to see me. pretty pathetic.

so my room mate is my boyfriends brothers baby’s mama. and yesterday she decided she is moving out because my boyfriends brother is a complete ass hole. and honestly im surprised she didn’t do this earlier. he is never there so she is lonely all the time pregnant with his child and he could care less. it’s all fucked up and i feel so sorry for her. all she wants to do is spend time with him and he cant even do that. he is too “busy” apparently. so oddly enough she is moving in with thier dad and his wife. so now we are going to have an empty room and bryants friend will be moving in. im kinda weary about this whole situation, because he is gross. i’ve seen the house he lives in now with his parents and it’s an absolute pig stye. and i hate living in a dirty home. so i really hope he isn’t expecting me to clean up his fucking mess because i am NOT his mama. i only clean up me and bryants mess. and i am not watching his dog either. it’s enough to handle Oakley alone. im not about to do that shit. ugh. so that is what is going on currently in my lovely life. hope you guys are having an easier time than me. have a good day every one!

nice, hot, sweaty sex tonight.

umph.

that is all for now.

Reaching your goals might seem difficult, but this is no time to quit. Even if you have been frustrated by difficult circumstances, your ideas are innovative and potentially very valuable. Recognize the recent setbacks as opportunities that enable you to strengthen your plans. But don’t hold on to old expectations. Anything is possible if you’re willing to shift gears quickly now.

Horoscope by Rick Levine, Tarot.com

thanks, i really needed that.

i love being a taurus!

(Source: The Huffington Post)

i really want to quit my job. im so over it right now. i hate working for big corporations like that. i need to start building up a portfolio and get my life started. im not getting any younger and it is a perfect time to start doing it! thanks to family friends i actually have hope. i need to save money too. ugh im so frazzled right now. i think i just need to meditate when i get home and whip my stones out, so i can clear my head and think things over.

on a lighter note. my birthday is in 20 days. 

my solar plexus and throat chakras.

they are my weakest ones.

:/